一封屬於自己的信 / 心

長大了都會改變

最近就很像改變一下自己, 我說的不是外表, 是內在

每天很多事情發生在自己的身上/身邊, 聽了很多別人的意見, 看透了很多也學了很多

真的有必要修改自己, 年紀越來越大, 圍繞自己的世界也越來越複雜, 已經不能再像以前當小女孩的時候那樣單純了.

很多人, 事,物都不能單單用眼睛去看, 很多東西都需要考慮, 否則就恨錯難返了.

面對不同的世界, 不同的人, 做的東西都不一樣.

現在的每一個決定, 每一個動作甚至每一句話都需要經過思考才可以表達, 否則後果不堪設想

很多時候, 當人在高興時, 往往都會得意忘形, 一時衝動而說了或者做了很多不該做的東西, 有的時候導致別人的誤會, 樂極生悲

而我本身就是這種人. 通常都不會想那麼多, 腦子裡想到的, 都會去做去說, 這樣是很吃虧的

這一套對現在來說, 已經行不通了. 只會造成很多問題和煩惱

雖然我了解這些, 但是我不是醬的一個人, 我太衝動了, 並不習慣三思而後行, 我指的事言行舉止方面, 從以前我就覺得這沒什麼問題啊

就只是隨便的說笑, 但其實這是很重要的, 就算是在朋友面前. 以前我只認為言行舉止只有在面對上司或是談生意的時候需要謹慎,

但其實不管面對誰都需要謹慎, 不然你想表達的意思都會被人誤解.想不到大了才懂這個道理, 哈哈

說出來很容易吧, 現在就是要考驗我是否能改進這一點的時候了. 每次想要改進什麼, 但每次都不成功, 往往情緒都比理智來得快, 需要一點時間吧, 我告訴自己, 我會努力的! 要加油喔, 我知道你會陪我度過的, 對吧?: )

I give myself permission to ignore naysayers. : )

♥

i wish to have all of these!:D someone told me, I GIVE MYSELF TO IGNORE NAYSAYERS suitable for me. thanks to her and the people around me who truly care for me, and also thanks for the opinion and advice, glad that i have you all. =3= * i love NO.18 too* ;)

wishing you all have a great life and appreciate what we have now. don't worry, be happy, everything will be alright, isn't? : D

Educational Trip

Last Thursday our club had organize an educational trip to Malacca & KL. the main purpose of this trip to go to the MiFB exhibition at TWPC, KL. reached college around 6.30am then we move to Sunway Carnival to pick up other students then our journey start. first, we went to Malacca. before that, we stop by a toll station to have our brunch.

after that we move to Malacca. forget the actual time, but first place we reached at Malacca was Mahkota Guest House, the place for us to overnight. we check - in and have a rest.

After that, we walked from our guest house to A' Famosa. we keep take photo while we on our way to A' Famosa.

this is the museum of ship. we walked by and took photo.

was so hot, we walked under the sun. finally, we reached. all people busy talking photo but i'm not in the mood cause i have skin allergy on my hand. : ( so not much photo taken as i din't bring any camera also.

after that, we hang around at Dataran Mahkota then we went to Taming Menara? *i forget the name.* =X to see the view of Malacca. then we walked to the chinese food court and have our dinner. i order nyonya laksa but actually at penang we called it as CURRY MEE.== LOL!

Before we end the first day, we went for river cruise. the view was not bad and we make a lot of fun during the journey.Due to Jonker Stree only open on Friday - Sunday so we have to cancel the last itinerary and went back to guest house.

The second day, we check - out around 10am and went to shopping mall shopping, nothing much to buy over there. i just bought a pair of earing, me, ranny, jeremy and christel bought a piece of FIFA jersey and it's only cost RM20 each. : D we wear it on the spot. around 12something, we move to Putrajaya.

First station we stop was the dont know what Ministry castle? i have forget what the hell is the name of the place. whatever, we took some photo over there and it's freaking hot.

Free-kick.

Group photo before we leave.

after that, we move to our Intekma Resort Check - in. Due to traffic jam, we took quite a long time only reach, couldn't rest at the resort cause we have to go to Flaming Steamboat Buffet to have our dinner. I eat a lot and super duper full, regret- ing now : (

after the dinner, we move to our last station which is I- city, the place full of light. they decorate all the things with light.

we went back to resort around 12something.

The third day we went to SEGi University College at Damansara, and also MiFB at TWPC. wear formal and heels because of the MiFB but actually most of the people are wearing casual. :S before we leave KL, we drop by KLCC, change clothes and hang around over there. after that we went back to penang.

Have a nice holidays and guess what? i dint spent much during this trip. i just spent RM 100 - RM 150, despite the fees. it's totally out of my expectation and i feel glad of myself. XD

Again.

SORRY!! my mistake, my words, i just too impulse. always act like this. i'm so ridiculous that always hurt the one i love and make him sad. he always said it's his fault that make me cry, but actually, i am the one who make myself cry and make you feel so sad.

you said you want to improve to become a better man, i should also stop be impetuous and say out something that hurts without thinking. i always act like this, i'm so wrong. sorry baby, i just dont know how to control my emotion and my mouth. i will learn this mistake and change myself.

you said when you saw me cried you feel so sad and crying inside. but when i heard you said yourself useless that always make me cry, i feel so guilty and sad also. baby, you are not useless you know? you are the best i ever meet. you do make me laugh and happy always, sometimes really me, myself make me cry. everyone have their own attitude problem, so do us. but i believe and i have 100% confident that both of us can improve ourselves and become a better one for each other. i have confident and i trust that we will become better and better, these argument will not affect our relationship but will help us to improve, right?

baby, you are so mean to me, i really need you badly because i really love you very much. i can't imagine the day you leave me, the day i going to lose you. maybe we being together not that long, but we know each other for some time, and my feeling towards you also not start from this few weeks, it's been a long time, maybe it's start few weeks after we've been so close. i really could not imagine how my world will turn into when i lose you, baby.

i'm so scare that i will going to lose you, i'm so scare that you will give up. baby, promise me, don't give up on me, don't leave me. i promise i will try my best to change everything that is bad. i will think before i want to say something, i will always care about you like you do. i trust and i believe, 100% of confident on our relationship and also on ourselves that we could make it better.

BABY, I LOVE YOU!

Sorry, i not mean that

Finally, i knew it. i don't ever know that a joke can make people feel uncomfortable and all the things suddenly turn into another way. i thought everybody already used to the way of teasing and shooting each other. i think i'm wrong because i think i have hurt him deeply due to that is the way he prove to his be love. i'm SORRY about that, i really do not meant it. actually i'm saying that if i were you, i will give up easily. perhaps my way of talking is too impolite, but i do not meant to laugh at you. yes, maybe i do laugh at that time, but i doesn't mean to hurt you. seriously and honestly, i'm so admire you because of your passion.

maybe you might not read this, but who knows? maybe you will know? it's not that important whether you know or not, because i do really hurt you. but if have the chance, i hope that you can read this and understand that i'm not purposely to do so.

i'm here to apologize to you, with my sincere :

SORRY! SORRY for hurting you! wish that you could just forgive me of my bad attitude which is bad way of talking.

Feeling~

I just don't know why, but i told myself, repeat and repeat the same sentence whenever i face this problem. at first, it's hard to do so. but i think, time pass time, i will used to it and maybe a "professional" of solving this kind of problem? who knows.haha. i feel better now, compare to last few times, seriously. i starting used to it, perhaps. and i hope so. because it's just a small silly things that i shouldn't spend too much time and energy on such things. it's useless and and not going to hurt myself on those silly things. so i'm here to remind myself AGAIN:

CARE LESSER AND YOU WILL FOUND HAPPINESS. : )

Luxury Hotel & Relaxing Resort

Watch the travel program at Astro channel, saw these 2 types of hotel and resort. feel interesting so search their info through google. one in Singapore another at Pulau Tioman. both of them look class and really nice! i hope that i can visit and stay there in the future when i afford to. : D

First, i gonna introduce the luxury hotel in Singapore.

Hotel Michael is the name and it is a 11-storey boutique hotel. It's named after Michael Graves and it's located at Sentosa, Singapore. It topped - out on 15 July 2009 and was opened on 20 January 2010.

Michael Graves (born July 9, 1934) is an American architect. Identified as one of The New York Five, Graves has become a household name with his designs for domestic products sold at Target stores in the United States.

Stepping into Hotel Michael is like entering an art gallery, with mural - adorned walls and artistic furniture pieces that tell a story in every honey maple - colored room. Even the child - friendly bathroom, it covered with a flower motif mosaic - covered wall and unusual blue mosaic - tiled circular shower.

There are 4 types of room in the hotel.

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Deluxe Suite with a luxurious king - sized bed and ample room space, these suits are perfect for a romantic getaway for two. It decked out in delicately muted colors to create a warm, homely feel, and a bathroom that features both a circular shower and a large bath.

2.
Presidential Suites features a fully - equipped kitchen, an elegant living area and a circular balcony with awe - inspiring views of Sentosa Island. It provides 24 - hour concierge services too.

3.
Deluxe King come in delicately muted colors to create a welcoming, homely feel, houses a luxurious king - sized bed. In the bathroom, the classic black and white marble flooring as well as the flower - motif mosaic wall is a sight to behold.

4.
Club Deluxe rooms are the ultimate in exclusivity and luxury. You can relax after an activity - filled day in the serenity of your own private domain and sample the full spectrum of services offered.

Besides, there are 2 types of dining restaurant for you to enjoy.

Palio is a fine dining restaurant which showcasing authentic Tuscan cuisine with a scrumptious variety of traditional Italian recipes and rare seasonal ingredients air - flow from Italy. With an open - kitchen concept and dining along bustling Festive Walk, guests can immerse in the exuberant Italian culture, and eclectic interior concept.

Michael's Lounge is a stylish and sophisticated indoor bar and lounge concept, where guests are welcomed with a variety of hot and cold beverages with light music playing in the background.

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Back to local, we have a very relaxing resort which you can found in Pulau Tioman. It really can release your stress and relax your mind. You might enjoy your holidays with nature. It is built in the jungle and they DO NOT remove anything or cut any trees when building the resort. This is the most special about the resort.

JapaMala is the name of the resort which takes from prayer beads for mantra meditation. It is a symbol of peace and bliss, take pleasure in true seclusion amid 11 acres of lush wilderness flanked by an inviting beach. JapaMala is the only boutique resort on Tioman Island which besieged by nature - lovers and those who yearn to simply self - indulge.

Their way of live is do nothing at all, let your surroundings do it for you. It already shows that with the relaxing environment, you will have a good and relaxing holidays during your stay at JapaMala.

There is only 6 types with total of 13 rooms in the resort.

1.
Penghulu's House is the resort's only 2-storey-2-bedroom villa. This modern village-house has the jungle at its front door and the seashore, its backyard. While ancient-aged boulders fashion the interior, the rustic-style rooms are furnished with modern comforts of an urban home. Tall glass windows perimeter the villa, nakedly displaying the wonders of nature that surrounds it. The main bedroom opens out to a spectacularly close view of the sea. In the ground room have direct access to the private swimming pool.

2.
Seaview Sarang is the largest, most lavish room and only one in the resort. It rest on a low terrain and is built with a kitchenette and a semi-outdoor dining room. The bathroom is built with both sky view and the jungle view. Sarangs' unique ambience owes itself to a refreshing combination of luxury and nature. Secluded and romantic, this villa evoke a dreamlike feeling of opulence and adventure - a distinctive ambience that relaxes yet inspires.

3.

Hillside Plunge Pool Sarang are split-leveled rooms and are perched high on the hillside. It perfectly designed for a dream holiday, be seduced by its sense of adventure and some seious relaxation.

4.

Jungle Sarang are tucked away on the lower terrain of the resort. They're adorned with an open-air bath tub with the rainforest as its backdrop, hidden enough to allow total privacy. The Sarang is distinctively designed for the total experience of living comfortable in the jungle without foregoing the finer things in life.

5.

Seacliff Chalet is the simplicity of the traditional living space adorned with a modern chic. Stunning views of the South China Sea and balmy breezed of the sea. Bask in the most glorious tropical sunsets with a sun-down at the balcony. Each chalet is unique and offers a unobstructed view even from shower room. Divided only by glass, take in the evening colors and the surrounding beauty of the bay below. Watch life drift idly by on the ebbing tide, the gentle lapping of waves seem to bring inner peace.

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Treetop Chalet is perched high above the luxuriant jungle canopy. Their very proximity to nature make these chalets so keenly sought after. You will find the noise of the jungle predominates; the soft rustle of windblown leaves; the chirping of crickets and birds; and the foraging of wild creatures at night.

Besides the rooms that provide you a relax mode, you might found that their 2 different restaurant and also the spa offer you a different experience during the stay in the resort.

Tamarind Terrace is the sister restaurant to award-winning Tamarind Hill & Tamarind Springs in KL. This restaurant is open to the luxuriant rainforest in the background and the beach only a stone's throw away at its front. Palatable Thai, Indo-Chinese & Malay cuisine is served here. A selection of Western breakfast is also available.

Mandi-Mandi Restaurant is the lastest edition to the resort's collection of aesthetic spots. It's built on stilts to hover above the sea. Another open-concept dining venue with overhung pavilions becomes the perfect tanning station for sun lovers. Serves global cuisines with Italian emphasis with a range of creative beverages. Nightly BBQs are done here to celebrate that typical tropical romance below the stars.

Samadhi Spa is designed and built to create memorable sensory as well as visual experiences. It is a place to harvest that wellness of your mind & body and making it a definite part of you.

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Here are all the info i could provide for these 2 hotel & resort which the theme are totally different. one is to enjoy the luxury and high class holidays while another one is to relax your mind and release stress with the nature.

I wish that i could have the chance to stay or even work in both hotel or resort. But, i prefer the JapaMala resort compare to Hotel Michael although I like oversea more. It is because i like the environment and the concept of the resort. i love nature actually, haha. but who knows, maybe i will feel boring in long term. XD so, i will choose to be a guest in order to be hotelier.haha!

I love hotel and resort, especially those unique theme or design of the hotel. This is why i choose to be in hotel line and no regret although the study a bit tough. but what to do? every field also have their own pressure right? as long as i can work in a field that i interested. : )

I ♥ Saturday!

Few days ago we planned to cook our own lunch on Saturday. Actually it's my idea. XD i found some choice at web and finally we decided to cook chicken spaghetti bolognese, pineapple and lime cooler.

We woke up at 11am something then we went to Tesco bought all the ingredient that we need. after that we head to john's house and start cooking. i peer the gloves of the onion and garlic then finely chopped it while he clean the chicken meat, take out the skin and fat then chopped it into mince. after that i peer the carrot and he slice it. his mother do teach us some technique too cause we are still new. XD

after all the ingredient have been prepared, we start cook and now it's my turn to show power.LOL! i put the oil in the frying pan but his mother said too little so asked me add more. after that i put the garlic into the pan and fried it until the smell come out then only put onion and carrot. wait until the vegetables done, then only put the chicken mince and start stir it to let the chicken mix with the vegetables.

while i'm doing the sauce, john start cook the spaghetti. he put some olive oil and salt ( actually is his mum help him to put.lol) then wait until the water boil only put the spaghetti and let it cook. back to me, when the chicken already well cooked, i put all the tomato puree and stir it so that it can mix with the chicken. then put some thyme and basil to make the taste better and stir it. then we both wait for the sauce steam and the spaghetti cook.

we then went to dining room to prepare the pineapple and lime cooler. first, we cut 4 of the lime into half and squeeze the lime into a jug. after that, we pour the pineapple juice and soda water and mix it together. last, we cut the other 2 lime into ring size and put it into the jug and served it with a lot of ice cube.

after 15minutes, the sauce is done. Finally, we can taste our home-made chicken spaghetti bolognese. you know what, we can only eat our lunch at 4pm! and it's so tired and hot when cooking inside the kitchen. BUT, we still very happy and the taste of spaghetti quite nice too. : D even john's mother also said that NOT BAD as we are first time of cooking. XD

when the chicken mince mix with garlic, onion and carrot.

he is helping me to fried the chicken.

when the tomato puree is put.

Finally, It's DONE! so nice~ XD

the pineapple and lime cooler.