I already don't know what am i doing and i don't know who am i. i feel that i no longer the Joyce. who am i?

D.E.V.I.L.

yes, i am devil! i feel that i'm so bad!! i don't know what to do sometimes. i feel that i don't want to continue like this, but i just can't stop myself for being like this.

GOOD GIRL GONE BAD!